About a Girl

seemed so far away the dream of us living in paradise.
it gently kept us in an unreal, kinda freaky
but at the same time safe dimension.
forever safe forever.

and then it popped.
that balloon was suddenly missing
and all we could float on was the tar and carbon monoxide breaths. the fuckers.
i swore i could never do it again. still, i do.
i swore i would be better. and i'm not.
i could have swore they would never let you go. but they did.

the thing is, you were so special that even heaven needed you for itself.
yes, i think that's it!

there might be a special vip ticket for your kind of special people that have access to a special place: heaven's backstage. i'm happy for you because you most certainly have all your favorites autographs by now.

i wrote a song for you.
i swore i could never make it. but i did.
it came to me like those little (non-cute) butterflies always do, unexpectedly.
everyone loves it so it must be really special.
it's yours. i hope you can hear it today.
i owe it to you for 2 years now.
maybe 52.

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